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الاسم: جان مسوح
البلد: United States
التصنيفات : خاصة,سياسة وأخبار,ثقافة وفن,أدب وكتب,ديانات,عام,المرأة
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في كونشرتو الأندلس
1.الزغاريد
زغرودة أولى
تبكي و تزغرد من قلة الفرح
تصرخ باسمه ليسمع الصدى
من أطراف الاقصى للمهد زغرودة
لم يبقى منه سوى اسم
وزغرودة
…
مات في معركة الوجود
وماتت معه عشرون عاما
وعروسة
فكان عرسه فقط زغرودة
…
سقط مثل الطفل عند الإجهاض
حائراً
فأجهض حلم أمة
لم تعلم إلا الظلم
حتى ظلمه الموت أماً
…
لم يكن يدري من أين الرصاصة
ولم يرى سوى رصاصا ً حاقداً
كان الرصاص حلمه
فازت صورة التقطها سبنسر بلات من وكالة جيتي ايميجز لمجموعة من الشبان يقودون سيارة في جنوب بيروت المدمر بالجائزة الأولى لأفضل صورة صحفية في العالم من فئة الصورة الخبرية وذلك ضمن الدورة ا
قررت البحث عن سر مارسيل والش
أنا تعبان من الدني. او الدني تعبانة مني
لا أستطيع الراحة. دائما أفكر بالحلول
وكأن البشر تنتظر حلولي
وليس عندي حل لعقد نفسي
أنا تعبان
وبحاجة للراحة
Dancer by Beth Amine
I like dancing, people always say that I am a good dancer. I can dance almost all kine of music, I just need to watch the dance, and I can do it afterward. (I am thinking about dancing lessons soon)..
Because of my Love to dancing, I tend to go to different cultures dancing places, and watch people dancing and observe their emotions, movements, and the uniqueness of each culture…
I watched many dances from the West-Western European, American ( including Urban, Hip Hop, Rock and many more). I watched many Orient dancing-traditional Eastern European, Arabic (all the flavors), Indians, Chinese and many more.
The very first observation that I grasped from watching the different dances, Orients are very happy when they dance, they have big smiles over their faces, it is not the usual joyful smile, it is more. It is like they merge with music, and let their body unite with the earth and the rhythm of the music. Orients do not have sexual tendency in their dancing, they dance for the seek of happiness, I will not philosophize the phenomenon, I am just sharing my observation.
Western are so sexual, and focus on the act of dancing, wالمزيد
Farewell certainty
Lately I had been in a chaotic state of mind; I had never been in uncharacteristic state like this in my life. I was trying so hard not to be myself, trying to form a new me, for many reasons, I would like to keep the reasons personal.
I had been depressed for the last month or so, and unbalance for the last few months roughly speaking. I usually do not care about what people think about me, because that is I, and I am happy with me. However, in the last few months, I cheated on myself, by trying to care about people’s opinions.
I had been criminal against myself intellectually and physically. Physically, I stopped going to the gym for five months now, I have not been eating well, or sleeping well.
Intellectually, I always believed in “the uncertainty of life,” and lived my life based on this idea. I always knew that I could not predict the future, or think about future as certain eve

I took this pictures two days ago, it is downtown (Center City Philadelphia). It was Snowing, and Cold.
The Public clock remind me of a seen that all Syrians know, the clocks in the center cities in the main cities of Syria, I like this picture…..
I realized that lately I picked up a new/old Addiction: writing
I was going to sleep, feeling tired, exhausted, worn out, but I could not; an idea was still occupying my mind. After struggling for one good hour in my bed, I got up, wrote it down, and then I felt a relief.
I knew then, writing became one of my addictions….
I picked up many addictions through out my life, smoking, drinking, partying, women, sex, love, Arabism, Syrianism, patriotism, fascism, and many more. You name it and I had it….
I always found a way to break through my addictions. I tend to believe that I am strong person, so I always rehabbed from all addictions. I found a way to intentionally loose all my addictions. I never let an addiction to ruin my life–when I feel that I had one.
However, writing is a different story; it seems to me that I cannot just get rid of it…
After some thinking, I have a conclusion










